I feel very piss of, but still can do nothing. I have to bare for all the temper. Because the man that i handle right now, is the person that i must, should and wajib to give my full respect. And I think that is the end. No taknak, or nanti sekejap or this will lead to more destruction. Everybody around will get involved and become a mess. What a life.
Ya Allah, I know u give me the right man (not the man with the temper above, i mean the other man) The one with full of patient but still lack with something somewhere. I know people cant be as perfect as we want. I know some time i lost my patient and act like a stubborn me lah. But thx God, he stay.
And God, i knew that u always give me sinar and hidayah. I knew because i felt in my heart. i always want to make a 100% changes in my life. I dun want to see u like me now. I will come clean. Give me time, at least untill i get married and have a few children. But God, heard me plss, i will try my very best to be the good ummat Muhammad.
ps : dun get me wrong
